“I think I might be the voice of my generation. Or at least
a voice, of a generation.” Said Lena Dunham on Girls, trying to explain her
parents that she needs financial support to write. And I said to myself. “If I
could only frikking write!”
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| Lena Dunham on Girls |
On Monday, a friend and I were talking about a girl in class
that was talking really slowly. I thought it was because our professor
was so intimidating that my hands were shaking even when I talking in class.
But my friend was thinking it was more than that. She was having difficulty talking. Then she ,my
friend, told me a story.
She used to stutter when she was in kindergarden. Her mother
was worried so she went to talk to her teacher. And her teacher said that she
was thinking so many different things but she wasn’t able to express all of her
ideas yet, she couldn’t keep up with her mind. So she stuttered when she tried
to tell everything on her mind. She doesn’t stutter anymore. She is quite the
speaker. But when I tried to write this evening. I suddenly remembered this.
I have many amazing ideas too. But they are all stuck in my
mind. And when I try to let them out of my brain and let them start their own
amazing life on my computer screen, my mind closes the doors. And she is
completely right. I wouldn’t want to give my super awesome ideas to the
incapable hands of this girl! So I decided to start smaller and write about a
movie. Baby steps my sister!
They say that a writer should write what she/he knows. And I know how to dream! Day-dreaming is my
hobby! I have countless parallel lives in my head and they are all pretty cool. And I damn sure know about movies. Do you know what I was doing when I was not
day-dreaming? I was watching frikkin movies! So why can’t I write when it comes
to this short article about a movie about a dream.
So I started even smaller and I wrote this. It’s obviously
not Anais Nin material. It is probably worse than Carrie Bradshaw. Maybe it can
fight with 50 Shades Of Grey. But I’m not sure.
If you don't like this, still not too late to go, get a copy of that!
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